I work for two more weeks, then I'll be off for at least a month. That'll be nice. Especially since I'm not gonna' do a goddamned thing at home.

So, Lynette got married over the weekend.

I feel as if I'm supposed to react to it, but I really dont know how I feel about it. I mean, sure, it was a long time ago that we were together, and I really shouldnt concern myself with it, but still, I'd like to see how you guys would deal with it. 4+ years, major girlfriend, then she goes off and marries the guy who used to be your best friend.

I dont really feel anything at the moment, but I still feel like I should.



Its weird. 

I've been getting my shit together lately. 

I'm getting angry at my body, and telling it to shut the fuck up. Why?


Because its telling me I'm tired, when CLEARLY my body fucking isnt. So it needs to shut the fuck up.

So, I'm starting to accept the fact that I really am an introverted type of person. I seem to enjoy most of my time when I'm alone. In all honesty, my ideal situation 10 years down the line, is to be living in Alaska, in a low population area, like Anchorage or something, and just raising my family.

 

I think becoming a pilot appeals to my introversion, too. My best thoughts of flying are just of me being in the sky, looking around for miles, without a human in sight. Theres a certain serenity to all of it, and I really want that.

Pizza Hut came out with a new Stuffed Crust Pan pizza.



Its sad that I'm blogging about HOW FUCKING BAD I WANT IT.

So, I guess Disney has acquired Marvel.





I'd like to see Spiderman in the next Kingdom Hearts.

Alaska or bust.

Memories, memories....

Shits been going downhill lately.



I fucking hate monetary woes.

She's way ahead of me, and is planning on going Active Duty. I dont see very much promise in that. =/

Chill the fuck out.


I get waaaay too excited over a possible prospective girlfriend.


So, I'm gonna' try and take it easy. Nice and easy.

Got paid for my first week of Active duty. Nearly 700 dollars. I'm due to get paid for another weeks work in another week or so.


I just imagined getting the money like something in a racing game.


TIME EXTENSION!
+1 MONTH!

I keep thinking I'm seeing flies.


Bug Storm 2K9.

PHREEEEEDOOOOOOOOM

Bad mood tonight.

I'm a fucking idiot.

I dont really care for the Transformers movies. Just throwin' that out there.

I was reading through my earlier entires today, and was quite amused. My first few entires were pretty gay, but then I thought the later ones were pretty funny. I crack myself up, it seems.


So, I havent worked in over a month. Its actually nice. I hate working. But, funds are starting to bleed out, so I need to find a part time job rather soon. I just dont know where the hell I'm gonna' apply. And I hate going in and getting applications. Social Anxiety comes into play there - Like the time I quit Domino's after an hours worth of work.


But yeah, Drill Weekend. Woohoo. PT Eval. Hopefully I dont puke. That'd be sad.



And, new prospect. She's taller than me, but I dont think it'll be that bad. Just a little weird.



So long as she doesnt want me to dress up like a baby and make me touch her feet.

I just got back a couple hours ago from a random freaking trip to California. Matt and I decided that we wanted to go gamble at a Casino in California, so we went at 4AM. We hadnt gotten any sleep, so we had to drive in shifts. One drove for a few hours, while the other tried to sleep.



All in all it was very fun, and its definately going down as a good memory. This one will be hard forgotten.